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Science Fiction, Double Feature

When bizarre meets extraordinary...you fall in love in eternal glory.



Cult Movie Quote: The Rocky Horror Show (1975)
Riff Raff: With a bit of a mind flip...
Magenta: You're into a time slip...
Riff Raff: And nothing can ever be the same.
Magenta: You're spaced out on sensation. HAH!
Riff Raff: Like you're under sedation!
All: Let's do the time warp again!

Cult Song: Hot Patootie/From "The Rocky Horror Show" Soundtrack

What ever happened to Saturday night?
When you dressed up sharp and you felt all right?
It don't seem the same since cosmic light
Came into my life, I thought I was divine
I used to go for a ride with a chick who'd go
And listen to the music on the radio
My saxaphone was blowin' on a rock-n-roll show
You climbed in the back seat
You really had a good time

Hot Patootie, bless my soul
I really love that rock-n-roll

Love or Something Like It

Today's Mood: Save Me From Myself/Christina Aguilera

It's not so easy loving me

It gets so complicated

All the things you gotta be

Everything's changing

But you're the truth

I'm amazed by all your patience

Everything I put you through

When I'm about to fall

Somehow you're always waiting with

Your open arms to catch me

You're gonna save me from myself

From myself, yes

You're gonna save me from myself

1st Movie I remember renting: Muriel's Wedding/1994

Muriel: He said if I ever left him, he would find out who I was living with and shoot them. Then, he'd shoot me, then himself.

Rhonda: Shit, he really loved you, didn't he?

Carried Away

after a couple years avoiding commitment with Carrie, Big might give up this year and try to show her that all this time he was preparing for her. Now he's ready, and he'll get her a Big closet!!

Cult Movie: Sex & The City (2008)

Charlotte York: I always knew she'd marry Big.

Samantha Jones: You thought that after the second break up?

Charlotte York: Yep.

Miranda Hobbes: After the fifteenth?

Carrie Bradshaw: Ha ha, we broke up a lot.

Song of the Season: Jason Mraz - I'm Yours

I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror

and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer

But my breath fogged up the glass

and so I drew a new face and I laughed

I guess what I'd be sayin' is there ain't no better reason

to rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons

it's what we aim to do our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more,

no more it cannot wait

I'm yours

Perceptions

Lately I've been wondering what moves the world. Not talking about gravitation at all. I'm wondering which is our motor, our gas, what make us go on. My dad told me that sex moves the masses. He has this well explained theory on how is all about sex since the day you born. Sex indeed is a factor, it motivates, it shakes things up...but is it number one in the chart?

In my humble and mortal opinion, ignorance moves the world. It might sound pesimistic but then, not at all. The smarter you get, the more you suffer. No matter how much sex you get, if you ignore the consequences and ignore the person you are fucking and ignore the feelings involved, and ignore how much money it costed and it will cost, then you are happy.

I love sex, I adore money, I do, I do. Nevertheless, being ingnorant brings the best in me, it moves me, and makes me wanna keep on going. Being ingnorant motivates me to be smart...and that is also a moving factor, got it?

XOXO,

HP

Movie Delight: Dead Poets Society (1989)

John Keating: We don't read and write poetry because it's cute. We read and write poetry because we are members of the human race. And the human race is filled with passion. And medicine, law, business, engineering, these are noble pursuits and necessary to sustain life. But poetry, beauty, romance, love, these are what we stay alive for. To quote from Whitman, "O me! O life!... of the questions of these recurring; of the endless trains of the faithless--of cities filled with the foolish; what good amid these, O me, O life? Answer. That you are here - that life exists, and identity; that the powerful play goes on and you may contribute a verse." That the powerful play goes on and you may contribute a verse. What will your verse be?

Jam of the Day: Breakdown Motel/ Mutya Buena

One day you are near but not for long

And the strangers we've become

We can't hold on to the things we love

So don't hold on

So you can fly to the moon

above to find something new

But when you're back in this atmosphere

you can't help be blue

I'm Stupid

This year's resolution #4 will be stop abusing the languange and start feeling rather than thinking. After all, we'll be 65 years old at an old fashioned cafeteria talking about how things and people made us feel, not which were our points of view. I took that from Grandma and Grandpa, such smart people !

Movie Must: The Tracey Fragments (2007)

Tracey Berkowitz: I don't like the country. Creeps me out. In the country, dead bodies live in swamps, and ditches, and shallow graves. A man dumps the body of a girl in a ditch. The body rotts; Melts into slime. Flowers pop up where the body lies, seeds fly out of the flowers, and a bee sucks the flowers and makes honey. And then the family of the girl buys the honey from the store. And the family eats the girl.

Oh, Nostalgia: Alien Ant Farm/ Movies

I want you to be free
Don't worry about me
And just like the movies
We play out our last scene
You won't cry, I won't scream

Trouble Trouble Trouble

I don't wanna lose control....I think wanna lose control!!

let's see what 09 brings
to all my beloved friends and frienemies...thanks for 08!

The Fear

Wish I could be there, or wish you could be here. Wish we had coffee, wish we had so much fun so you wanted to stay, or you wanted to take me there, there where you are. Wish I could be the coat that keeps you warm on the snowy days. I wish we click, I wish I could stop wishing and start living...living the dream I'm dreaming!

Must Listen to/ The Fear- Lily Allen

I want to be rich and I want lots of money
I don’t care about clever I don’t care about funny
I want loads of clothes and f***loads of diamonds
I heard people die while they are trying to find them

I’ll take my clothes off and it will be shameless
‘Cuz everyone knows that’s how you get famous
I’ll look at the sun and I’ll look in the mirror
I’m on the right track yeah I’m on to a winner

I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore
I don’t know how I’m meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
‘Cuz I’m being taken over by The Fear

Life’s about film stars and less about mothers
It’s all about fast cars and passing each other
But it doesn’t matter cause I’m packing plastic
and that’s what makes my life so f***ing fantastic

And I am a weapon of massive consumption
and its not my fault it’s how I’m program to function
I’ll look at the sun and I’ll look in the mirror
I’m on the right track yeah I’m on to a winner

I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore
I don’t know how I’m meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
‘Cuz I’m being taken over by The Fear

Forget about guns and forget ammunition
Cause I’m killing them all on my own little mission
Now I’m not a saint but I’m not a sinner
Now everything is cool as long as I’m getting thinner
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q-wGMlSuX_c

Female Empowering Film Boys Will Love: The Women (2007)

Catherine Frazier: It feels like someone kicked you in the stomach, feels like your heart stopped beating, feels like that dream you know the one when you are falling and you want so desperately to wake up before you hit the ground but its all out of your control, you cant trust anything anymore, no one is who they say they are, your life is changed forever, and the only thing to come out of the whole ugly experience is no one will be able to break your heart like that again.

Rest in Peace

Ella me enseño de sexo, ella fué mi gurú en los años confusos. Ella decía "vagina" con un acento españolao, y con mucho enfasis...me encantaba, y me sonrojaba debo confesar. Muy peculiar maestra, muy particular estilo, mucha pena haberla perdido... y es que en realidad siempre quize conocerla y decirle, Gracias!
Te dedico mi post y mi trabajo en Sexus por 2 años...mi musa!
Descance en paz, la persona que se atrevió a hablarme de sexo tal cual.
..si en FAN...y que liase!

Adhoc Music: Human Nature/Madonna
Did I say something wrong?
Oops, I didn't know I couldn't talk about sex
[I musta been crazy]
Did I stay too long?
Oops, I didn't know I couldn't speak my mind
[What was I thinking]

Movie Must: Kinsey(2004)
Wardell Pomeroy: How old were you when you first engaged in sexual activity with a partner? Research Subject: 14.
Wardell Pomeroy: How?
Research Subject: With horse.
Wardell Pomeroy: [pause] How often were you having intercourse with animals at age 14? Research Subject: [stunned] It's true. I fucked a pony. You are genius, how did you know? Wardell Pomeroy: You just said you had [pause]
Wardell Pomeroy: sex with horse.
Research Subject: Nooo... Whores, not horse, *whores*.

Life's a Small Town Fair

after all I realized it's all about perspective, and a little bit of pop culture!

Must Have: Emiliana Torrini/Big Jumps

I walked all morning to lift my heart,
'Cause the world keeps dancing with the paperman.

I love you never talk in dreams,

But now it's here your happiness is real.

Oh make some big jumps, big jumps,

You're afraid to break some bones.

Come on make some big jumps, big jumps,

Life is yours alone.

You hold your head up,

your head up high, like you think I do.

Movie Classic: The Breakfast Club

Claire Standish: What's your name?

John Bender: What's yours?

Claire Standish: Claire.

John Bender: Claire?!

Claire Standish: Claire. It's a family name.

John Bender: Oh, it's a fat girl's name.

Claire Standish: Oh, thank you.

John Bender: You're welcome.

Claire Standish: I'm not fat.

John Bender: Well not at present, but I can see you really pushing maximum density. See I'm not sure if you know this, but there are two kinds of fat people: there's fat people that were born to be fat, and there's fat people that were once thin but became fat... so when you look at 'em you can sorta see that thin person inside. You see, you're gonna get married, you're gonna squeeze out a few puppies and then, uh...

So Take A Look At Me Know

I have a thing for mirrors. I know, you must think I'm vain as hell. You are right, I'm. But Vanity is not the reason why I keep this love-hate relationship with mirrors. When your heart is blindfolded and your eyes can't barely see from the darkness out there, mirrors are the only way to make an instrospection. I see myself just the way people see me. People see the outter layer and make a final judgement, so before I leave home, I visit the biggest mirror around and decide which mask I'm in the mood of wearing.

*There is just one question I'm uncapable of answering...is it the darkness around or the shining inside that is blinding me so much?

Movie Must: Across the Universe

Army Sergeant: Is there any reason you shouldn't be in this man's Army?

Max: I'm a cross-dressing homosexual pacifist with a spot on my lung.

Army Sergeant: As long as you don't have flat feet.

Today's "It" Song: Against All Odds/ The Postal Service

So take a look at me now

There's just an empty space

There's nothing left here to remind me

just the memory of your face

Take a look at me now

there's just an empty space

you coming back to me

is against the odds

and that's what i've gotta face

take a look at me know

Let's Play the Love Game

Wish I had someone to share all that I am, all that I will be. I wish someone could teach me to be less self-centered and more human...I'm afraid I became the person I never wanted to be, the player with no game, the game for them to play, the score for me to keep, the challenge for us to beat...I just hope the game is not over before someone press start on me.

Movie Must: About a Boy

Marcus: Suddenly I realized - two people isn't enough. You need backup. If you're only two people, and someone drops off the edge, then you're on your own. Two isn't a large enough number. You need three at least.

What You Should Be Listening to:

Hercules & Love Affair/ Blind

Now that I’m older

The stars should lie upon my face

And when I find myself alone

I feel like I am blind

Feel it

Feel it

Feel it

Feel it

Like I am blind

I am blind

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fb8S51M2GAc

Introducing my Alter Ego

Intro

I have the drive
and you can't deny

While God has the touch
and he has no rush

You'll have the addiction
it's not a prediction...

To let you in
please let me begin
by saying that I
won't mention a lie

This is the true story
no pain and no glory

Just lyrics and beats
that break me to bits

Album: Great DJ/From Zero to Hero

Movie Must: Duets/2000
Suzi Loomis: I'm gonna be the only major thing that has happened to you in your life, and you're gonna be jerking off to my memory on your goddamned death bed!

Reaching Goals

Something I'll do before 2010

I have the drive,

God has the touch

Life has the plataform

You'll have the addiction

Movie Must: Music & Lyrics/2007

Alex Fletcher: It doesn't have to be perfect. Just spit it out. They're just lyrics.

Sophie Fisher: "Just lyrics"?

Alex Fletcher: Lyrics are important. They're just not as important as melody.

Sophie Fisher: I really don't think you get it.

Alex Fletcher: Oh. You look angry. Click your pen.

Sophie Fisher: A melody is like seeing someone for the first time. The physical attraction. Sex

Alex Fletcher: I so get that.

Sophie Fisher: But then, as you get to know the person, that's the lyrics. Their story. Who they are underneath. It's the combination of the two that makes it magical.

Music Project

Great DJ: From Zero to Hero

Genre: Acid.Electro.Hip.Pop

Tracklist

• Intro
• Living the Dream
• Misbehave
• Chess Game
• That's Lovely
• Under the Tree (Interlude)
• Such a Liar
• Better than That
• Disposable Love
• Moonshadow (Interlude)
• Nevermind
• Stardust
• Jet Set (Fancy)
• Superlatives
• The Art of Faking
• Outro

P.S. I'll be posting the lyric of each track daily...stay tunned!
P.S.2. I already have the copyright so don't even bother =)

Last Issue to Deal With for Now

i n the end...it all reduces to that...I gotta wait for what's next, otherwise I'll make "meanwhile" very miserable. Miserable is not fun, so let's chill 'til it's time for success!

Musical Masterpiece: LeAnn Rimes/ What I Cannot Change

I will learn to let go what I cannot change

I will learn to forgive what I cannot change

I will learn to let go what I cannot change

I will learn to forgive what I cannot change

I will learn to love what I cannot change

But I will change,

yeah I will change

Whatever I, whenever I can

Movie Must: My Blueberry Nights (2007)

Elizabeth: Why do you keep them? You should just throw them out.

Jeremy: No. No, I couldn't do that.

Elizabeth: Why not?

Jeremy: If I threw these keys away then those doors would be closed forever and that shouldn't be up to me to decide, should it?

Elizabeth: I guess I'm just looking for a reason.

Jeremy: From my observations, sometimes it's better off not knowing, and other times there's no reason to be found.

Elizabeth: Everything has a reason.

Jeremy: Hmm. It's like these pies and cakes. At the end of every night, the cheesecake and the apple pie are always completely gone. The peach cobbler and the chocolate mousse cake are nearly finished... but there's always a whole blueberry pie left untouched.

Elizabeth: So what's wrong with the blueberry pie?

Jeremy: There's nothing wrong with the blueberry pie. Just... people make other choices. You can't blame the blueberry pie, just... no one wants it.

Elizabeth: Wait! I want a piece

Singin' in the Rain

Commitment 3. Be Real

All my life I had been looking for something, and everywhere I turned someone tried to tell me what it was. I accepted their answers too, though they were often in contradiction and even self-contradictory. I was naïve. I was looking for myself and asking everyone except myself questions which I, and only I, could answer. It took me a long time and much painful boomeranging of my expectations to achieve a realization everyone else appears to have been born with: that I am nobody but myself.

A real classic: Blind Melon/No Rain

All I can say is that my life is pretty plain
I like watchin' the puddles gather rain
And all I can do is just pour some tea for two
and speak my point of view
But it's not sane, It's not sane
I just want someone to say to me, (oh oh oh oh)
I'll always be there when you wake
You know I'd like to keep my cheeks dry today
So stay with me and I'll have it made
_______________________________________________________

Movie Quote: Nothing Hill
Honey: "Oh God, this is one of those key moments in life, when it's possible you can be really, genuinely cool - and I'm failing 100%. I absolutley and totally and utterly adore you and I think you're the most beautiful woman in the world and more importantly I genuinely believe and have believed for some time now that we can be best friends. What do YOU think?"

No Such Thing as The Real World

I''m now a certificated anti-bullying spokesperson. I remember those years of fear, suffering, doubts and insecurities...now I'm on fire, just watch me BURN!
suckers!! (how very immature from me)

Commitment 2.- The first step to getting the things you want out of life is this: Decide what you want/Ben Stein
Gotta start making plans for the future, but real deal plans, not those teenage fame and money ones. Gotta make my mind and decide the path I'll follow in order to achieve the things I want. But the real question here is...What do I want?

I want to be a music producer
I want to direct videos
I want to make movies
I want to organize big events such as: concerts, galas, award ceremonies, parties.
I want to make a record
I want to travel the world
I want to act in a Broadway play
I want to make a Soap Opera
I want an Oscar, a Grammy, an MTV Award and an Emmy
I want to host a huge TV Show
I want a job in which I can be creative and not care about formal wear
I want success


...maybe I just want it all, so I better work on it


Currently Listening to: No Such Thing/ John Mayer

Well I never lived the dreams of the prom kings
And the drama queens
I'd like to think the best of me
Is still hiding up my sleeve

They love to tell you
Stay inside the lines
But something's better
On the other side

Movie Must: Welcome to the Dollhouse/1995

Ralphie: You think you're hot shit, but you're really just cold diarrhea.

K.I.D.S

Commitment 1- Health is not a game. But even when physical health is MAJOR, i decided to take care of my heart. I read somewhere..."We fix our hair everyday, but how often do you fix your heart?". Believe it or not, I do have one, it is dusted, but is there.
There's no need to wait for someone special to dust it out, I'm that special person I'm hoping to meet someday; I need to remind myself who I was, who I am, and then, and only then, I'll find the path I need to follow---

P.S. I went a bit literal with the photo, didn't I?

What I'm Listening to: Tokio Hotel/Monsoone
(when a shitty band makes an outstanding song, it sounds like this one)

I'm staring at a broken door
There's nothing left here anymore
My room is cold, it's making me insane
I've been waitin' here so long
But now moment seems to've come
I see the dark clouds comin' up again
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kfMnM5Y2rw8

Movie Must: Kids a film by Larry Clark
Jennie: What if you can't make yourself happy?
Cabby: Then I don't know. You know what you do then you forget, you block it out... If you want to be happy don't think... if you stutter don't talk.

Make It Really Loud

Feel like eating up the world by bits. Avoiding major fiasco in several aspects of my life, I decided to take action on some major areas...which will posted in my four upcoming entries. I wanna regret regretting 24/7 what I didn't do and I wanna do what it's stopping me from doing what I should do in order not to feel regrets...got it?


Musical (Guilty) Pleasure: Donna Summer/Stamp Your Feet
Rain comes in every player's life
Gotta stay in the game, not on the sidelines
Gotta throw down, you gotta stand and fight
Keep your eye on the prize, don't get caught up in strife
Go, go for the shot boy, make that play just right
Braggin' about your swag won't get you through the night
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k1O6PVLGkEM&feature=related

Movie Must: Elizabethtown (2005)
Drew Baylor: [voiceover] There's a diffrence between a failure and a fiasco. A failure is merely the absence of success. Any fool can achieve failure. But a fiasco, a fiasco is a disaster of epic propotions. A fiasco is a folk tale told to other's to make other people feel more alive because it didn't happen to them.

Ticket to Kansas

so many times I wish I had a ticket to the previous me, to the naive yet coy child with big dreams and tons of hope. I lost so much traveling to Oz, following the bright road. I wish I could go back to simplicity and innocence, but here I am; got cash to buy the ticket but no airline will take my money.

To my traveling partners, thank you for teaching me lessons on what to do by speech and what NOT to do by act. You are family that I was capable of choosing (not that I don't appreciate my very own family). Let's see where the road takes us, together we stand!

Must Listen to: Wild World/Cat Stevens

But if you wanna leave, take good care
I hope you make a lot of nice friends out there
But just remember there's a lot of bad and beware

Oh, baby, baby, it's a wild world
It's hard to get by just upon a smile
Oh, baby, baby, it's a wild worldI'll always remember you like a child
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gLxyrMDzanU

Movie Must: The Wizard of OZ (1939)
Cowardly Lion: I'd be brave as a blizzard...
Tin Woodsman: I'd be gentle as a lizard...
Scarecrow: I'd be clever as a gizzard...
Dorothy: If the Wizard is a wizard who will serve.
Scarecrow: Then I'm sure to get a brain...
Tin Woodsman: A heart...
Dorothy: A home...
Cowardly Lion: The nerve!