Life's a Small Town Fair

after all I realized it's all about perspective, and a little bit of pop culture!

Must Have: Emiliana Torrini/Big Jumps

I walked all morning to lift my heart,
'Cause the world keeps dancing with the paperman.

I love you never talk in dreams,

But now it's here your happiness is real.

Oh make some big jumps, big jumps,

You're afraid to break some bones.

Come on make some big jumps, big jumps,

Life is yours alone.

You hold your head up,

your head up high, like you think I do.

Movie Classic: The Breakfast Club

Claire Standish: What's your name?

John Bender: What's yours?

Claire Standish: Claire.

John Bender: Claire?!

Claire Standish: Claire. It's a family name.

John Bender: Oh, it's a fat girl's name.

Claire Standish: Oh, thank you.

John Bender: You're welcome.

Claire Standish: I'm not fat.

John Bender: Well not at present, but I can see you really pushing maximum density. See I'm not sure if you know this, but there are two kinds of fat people: there's fat people that were born to be fat, and there's fat people that were once thin but became fat... so when you look at 'em you can sorta see that thin person inside. You see, you're gonna get married, you're gonna squeeze out a few puppies and then, uh...

So Take A Look At Me Know

I have a thing for mirrors. I know, you must think I'm vain as hell. You are right, I'm. But Vanity is not the reason why I keep this love-hate relationship with mirrors. When your heart is blindfolded and your eyes can't barely see from the darkness out there, mirrors are the only way to make an instrospection. I see myself just the way people see me. People see the outter layer and make a final judgement, so before I leave home, I visit the biggest mirror around and decide which mask I'm in the mood of wearing.

*There is just one question I'm uncapable of answering...is it the darkness around or the shining inside that is blinding me so much?

Movie Must: Across the Universe

Army Sergeant: Is there any reason you shouldn't be in this man's Army?

Max: I'm a cross-dressing homosexual pacifist with a spot on my lung.

Army Sergeant: As long as you don't have flat feet.

Today's "It" Song: Against All Odds/ The Postal Service

So take a look at me now

There's just an empty space

There's nothing left here to remind me

just the memory of your face

Take a look at me now

there's just an empty space

you coming back to me

is against the odds

and that's what i've gotta face

take a look at me know

Let's Play the Love Game

Wish I had someone to share all that I am, all that I will be. I wish someone could teach me to be less self-centered and more human...I'm afraid I became the person I never wanted to be, the player with no game, the game for them to play, the score for me to keep, the challenge for us to beat...I just hope the game is not over before someone press start on me.

Movie Must: About a Boy

Marcus: Suddenly I realized - two people isn't enough. You need backup. If you're only two people, and someone drops off the edge, then you're on your own. Two isn't a large enough number. You need three at least.

What You Should Be Listening to:

Hercules & Love Affair/ Blind

Now that I’m older

The stars should lie upon my face

And when I find myself alone

I feel like I am blind

Feel it

Feel it

Feel it

Feel it

Like I am blind

I am blind

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fb8S51M2GAc

Introducing my Alter Ego

Intro

I have the drive
and you can't deny

While God has the touch
and he has no rush

You'll have the addiction
it's not a prediction...

To let you in
please let me begin
by saying that I
won't mention a lie

This is the true story
no pain and no glory

Just lyrics and beats
that break me to bits

Album: Great DJ/From Zero to Hero

Movie Must: Duets/2000
Suzi Loomis: I'm gonna be the only major thing that has happened to you in your life, and you're gonna be jerking off to my memory on your goddamned death bed!

Reaching Goals

Something I'll do before 2010

I have the drive,

God has the touch

Life has the plataform

You'll have the addiction

Movie Must: Music & Lyrics/2007

Alex Fletcher: It doesn't have to be perfect. Just spit it out. They're just lyrics.

Sophie Fisher: "Just lyrics"?

Alex Fletcher: Lyrics are important. They're just not as important as melody.

Sophie Fisher: I really don't think you get it.

Alex Fletcher: Oh. You look angry. Click your pen.

Sophie Fisher: A melody is like seeing someone for the first time. The physical attraction. Sex

Alex Fletcher: I so get that.

Sophie Fisher: But then, as you get to know the person, that's the lyrics. Their story. Who they are underneath. It's the combination of the two that makes it magical.

Music Project

Great DJ: From Zero to Hero

Genre: Acid.Electro.Hip.Pop

Tracklist

• Intro
• Living the Dream
• Misbehave
• Chess Game
• That's Lovely
• Under the Tree (Interlude)
• Such a Liar
• Better than That
• Disposable Love
• Moonshadow (Interlude)
• Nevermind
• Stardust
• Jet Set (Fancy)
• Superlatives
• The Art of Faking
• Outro

P.S. I'll be posting the lyric of each track daily...stay tunned!
P.S.2. I already have the copyright so don't even bother =)

Last Issue to Deal With for Now

i n the end...it all reduces to that...I gotta wait for what's next, otherwise I'll make "meanwhile" very miserable. Miserable is not fun, so let's chill 'til it's time for success!

Musical Masterpiece: LeAnn Rimes/ What I Cannot Change

I will learn to let go what I cannot change

I will learn to forgive what I cannot change

I will learn to let go what I cannot change

I will learn to forgive what I cannot change

I will learn to love what I cannot change

But I will change,

yeah I will change

Whatever I, whenever I can

Movie Must: My Blueberry Nights (2007)

Elizabeth: Why do you keep them? You should just throw them out.

Jeremy: No. No, I couldn't do that.

Elizabeth: Why not?

Jeremy: If I threw these keys away then those doors would be closed forever and that shouldn't be up to me to decide, should it?

Elizabeth: I guess I'm just looking for a reason.

Jeremy: From my observations, sometimes it's better off not knowing, and other times there's no reason to be found.

Elizabeth: Everything has a reason.

Jeremy: Hmm. It's like these pies and cakes. At the end of every night, the cheesecake and the apple pie are always completely gone. The peach cobbler and the chocolate mousse cake are nearly finished... but there's always a whole blueberry pie left untouched.

Elizabeth: So what's wrong with the blueberry pie?

Jeremy: There's nothing wrong with the blueberry pie. Just... people make other choices. You can't blame the blueberry pie, just... no one wants it.

Elizabeth: Wait! I want a piece

Singin' in the Rain

Commitment 3. Be Real

All my life I had been looking for something, and everywhere I turned someone tried to tell me what it was. I accepted their answers too, though they were often in contradiction and even self-contradictory. I was naïve. I was looking for myself and asking everyone except myself questions which I, and only I, could answer. It took me a long time and much painful boomeranging of my expectations to achieve a realization everyone else appears to have been born with: that I am nobody but myself.

A real classic: Blind Melon/No Rain

All I can say is that my life is pretty plain
I like watchin' the puddles gather rain
And all I can do is just pour some tea for two
and speak my point of view
But it's not sane, It's not sane
I just want someone to say to me, (oh oh oh oh)
I'll always be there when you wake
You know I'd like to keep my cheeks dry today
So stay with me and I'll have it made
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Movie Quote: Nothing Hill
Honey: "Oh God, this is one of those key moments in life, when it's possible you can be really, genuinely cool - and I'm failing 100%. I absolutley and totally and utterly adore you and I think you're the most beautiful woman in the world and more importantly I genuinely believe and have believed for some time now that we can be best friends. What do YOU think?"