The Fear

Wish I could be there, or wish you could be here. Wish we had coffee, wish we had so much fun so you wanted to stay, or you wanted to take me there, there where you are. Wish I could be the coat that keeps you warm on the snowy days. I wish we click, I wish I could stop wishing and start living...living the dream I'm dreaming!

Must Listen to/ The Fear- Lily Allen

I want to be rich and I want lots of money
I don’t care about clever I don’t care about funny
I want loads of clothes and f***loads of diamonds
I heard people die while they are trying to find them

I’ll take my clothes off and it will be shameless
‘Cuz everyone knows that’s how you get famous
I’ll look at the sun and I’ll look in the mirror
I’m on the right track yeah I’m on to a winner

I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore
I don’t know how I’m meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
‘Cuz I’m being taken over by The Fear

Life’s about film stars and less about mothers
It’s all about fast cars and passing each other
But it doesn’t matter cause I’m packing plastic
and that’s what makes my life so f***ing fantastic

And I am a weapon of massive consumption
and its not my fault it’s how I’m program to function
I’ll look at the sun and I’ll look in the mirror
I’m on the right track yeah I’m on to a winner

I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore
I don’t know how I’m meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
‘Cuz I’m being taken over by The Fear

Forget about guns and forget ammunition
Cause I’m killing them all on my own little mission
Now I’m not a saint but I’m not a sinner
Now everything is cool as long as I’m getting thinner
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q-wGMlSuX_c

Female Empowering Film Boys Will Love: The Women (2007)

Catherine Frazier: It feels like someone kicked you in the stomach, feels like your heart stopped beating, feels like that dream you know the one when you are falling and you want so desperately to wake up before you hit the ground but its all out of your control, you cant trust anything anymore, no one is who they say they are, your life is changed forever, and the only thing to come out of the whole ugly experience is no one will be able to break your heart like that again.

Rest in Peace

Ella me enseño de sexo, ella fué mi gurú en los años confusos. Ella decía "vagina" con un acento españolao, y con mucho enfasis...me encantaba, y me sonrojaba debo confesar. Muy peculiar maestra, muy particular estilo, mucha pena haberla perdido... y es que en realidad siempre quize conocerla y decirle, Gracias!
Te dedico mi post y mi trabajo en Sexus por 2 años...mi musa!
Descance en paz, la persona que se atrevió a hablarme de sexo tal cual.
..si en FAN...y que liase!

Adhoc Music: Human Nature/Madonna
Did I say something wrong?
Oops, I didn't know I couldn't talk about sex
[I musta been crazy]
Did I stay too long?
Oops, I didn't know I couldn't speak my mind
[What was I thinking]

Movie Must: Kinsey(2004)
Wardell Pomeroy: How old were you when you first engaged in sexual activity with a partner? Research Subject: 14.
Wardell Pomeroy: How?
Research Subject: With horse.
Wardell Pomeroy: [pause] How often were you having intercourse with animals at age 14? Research Subject: [stunned] It's true. I fucked a pony. You are genius, how did you know? Wardell Pomeroy: You just said you had [pause]
Wardell Pomeroy: sex with horse.
Research Subject: Nooo... Whores, not horse, *whores*.

Life's a Small Town Fair

after all I realized it's all about perspective, and a little bit of pop culture!

Must Have: Emiliana Torrini/Big Jumps

I walked all morning to lift my heart,
'Cause the world keeps dancing with the paperman.

I love you never talk in dreams,

But now it's here your happiness is real.

Oh make some big jumps, big jumps,

You're afraid to break some bones.

Come on make some big jumps, big jumps,

Life is yours alone.

You hold your head up,

your head up high, like you think I do.

Movie Classic: The Breakfast Club

Claire Standish: What's your name?

John Bender: What's yours?

Claire Standish: Claire.

John Bender: Claire?!

Claire Standish: Claire. It's a family name.

John Bender: Oh, it's a fat girl's name.

Claire Standish: Oh, thank you.

John Bender: You're welcome.

Claire Standish: I'm not fat.

John Bender: Well not at present, but I can see you really pushing maximum density. See I'm not sure if you know this, but there are two kinds of fat people: there's fat people that were born to be fat, and there's fat people that were once thin but became fat... so when you look at 'em you can sorta see that thin person inside. You see, you're gonna get married, you're gonna squeeze out a few puppies and then, uh...

So Take A Look At Me Know

I have a thing for mirrors. I know, you must think I'm vain as hell. You are right, I'm. But Vanity is not the reason why I keep this love-hate relationship with mirrors. When your heart is blindfolded and your eyes can't barely see from the darkness out there, mirrors are the only way to make an instrospection. I see myself just the way people see me. People see the outter layer and make a final judgement, so before I leave home, I visit the biggest mirror around and decide which mask I'm in the mood of wearing.

*There is just one question I'm uncapable of answering...is it the darkness around or the shining inside that is blinding me so much?

Movie Must: Across the Universe

Army Sergeant: Is there any reason you shouldn't be in this man's Army?

Max: I'm a cross-dressing homosexual pacifist with a spot on my lung.

Army Sergeant: As long as you don't have flat feet.

Today's "It" Song: Against All Odds/ The Postal Service

So take a look at me now

There's just an empty space

There's nothing left here to remind me

just the memory of your face

Take a look at me now

there's just an empty space

you coming back to me

is against the odds

and that's what i've gotta face

take a look at me know

Let's Play the Love Game

Wish I had someone to share all that I am, all that I will be. I wish someone could teach me to be less self-centered and more human...I'm afraid I became the person I never wanted to be, the player with no game, the game for them to play, the score for me to keep, the challenge for us to beat...I just hope the game is not over before someone press start on me.

Movie Must: About a Boy

Marcus: Suddenly I realized - two people isn't enough. You need backup. If you're only two people, and someone drops off the edge, then you're on your own. Two isn't a large enough number. You need three at least.

What You Should Be Listening to:

Hercules & Love Affair/ Blind

Now that I’m older

The stars should lie upon my face

And when I find myself alone

I feel like I am blind

Feel it

Feel it

Feel it

Feel it

Like I am blind

I am blind

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fb8S51M2GAc

Introducing my Alter Ego

Intro

I have the drive
and you can't deny

While God has the touch
and he has no rush

You'll have the addiction
it's not a prediction...

To let you in
please let me begin
by saying that I
won't mention a lie

This is the true story
no pain and no glory

Just lyrics and beats
that break me to bits

Album: Great DJ/From Zero to Hero

Movie Must: Duets/2000
Suzi Loomis: I'm gonna be the only major thing that has happened to you in your life, and you're gonna be jerking off to my memory on your goddamned death bed!

Reaching Goals

Something I'll do before 2010

I have the drive,

God has the touch

Life has the plataform

You'll have the addiction

Movie Must: Music & Lyrics/2007

Alex Fletcher: It doesn't have to be perfect. Just spit it out. They're just lyrics.

Sophie Fisher: "Just lyrics"?

Alex Fletcher: Lyrics are important. They're just not as important as melody.

Sophie Fisher: I really don't think you get it.

Alex Fletcher: Oh. You look angry. Click your pen.

Sophie Fisher: A melody is like seeing someone for the first time. The physical attraction. Sex

Alex Fletcher: I so get that.

Sophie Fisher: But then, as you get to know the person, that's the lyrics. Their story. Who they are underneath. It's the combination of the two that makes it magical.

Music Project

Great DJ: From Zero to Hero

Genre: Acid.Electro.Hip.Pop

Tracklist

• Intro
• Living the Dream
• Misbehave
• Chess Game
• That's Lovely
• Under the Tree (Interlude)
• Such a Liar
• Better than That
• Disposable Love
• Moonshadow (Interlude)
• Nevermind
• Stardust
• Jet Set (Fancy)
• Superlatives
• The Art of Faking
• Outro

P.S. I'll be posting the lyric of each track daily...stay tunned!
P.S.2. I already have the copyright so don't even bother =)

Last Issue to Deal With for Now

i n the end...it all reduces to that...I gotta wait for what's next, otherwise I'll make "meanwhile" very miserable. Miserable is not fun, so let's chill 'til it's time for success!

Musical Masterpiece: LeAnn Rimes/ What I Cannot Change

I will learn to let go what I cannot change

I will learn to forgive what I cannot change

I will learn to let go what I cannot change

I will learn to forgive what I cannot change

I will learn to love what I cannot change

But I will change,

yeah I will change

Whatever I, whenever I can

Movie Must: My Blueberry Nights (2007)

Elizabeth: Why do you keep them? You should just throw them out.

Jeremy: No. No, I couldn't do that.

Elizabeth: Why not?

Jeremy: If I threw these keys away then those doors would be closed forever and that shouldn't be up to me to decide, should it?

Elizabeth: I guess I'm just looking for a reason.

Jeremy: From my observations, sometimes it's better off not knowing, and other times there's no reason to be found.

Elizabeth: Everything has a reason.

Jeremy: Hmm. It's like these pies and cakes. At the end of every night, the cheesecake and the apple pie are always completely gone. The peach cobbler and the chocolate mousse cake are nearly finished... but there's always a whole blueberry pie left untouched.

Elizabeth: So what's wrong with the blueberry pie?

Jeremy: There's nothing wrong with the blueberry pie. Just... people make other choices. You can't blame the blueberry pie, just... no one wants it.

Elizabeth: Wait! I want a piece

Singin' in the Rain

Commitment 3. Be Real

All my life I had been looking for something, and everywhere I turned someone tried to tell me what it was. I accepted their answers too, though they were often in contradiction and even self-contradictory. I was naïve. I was looking for myself and asking everyone except myself questions which I, and only I, could answer. It took me a long time and much painful boomeranging of my expectations to achieve a realization everyone else appears to have been born with: that I am nobody but myself.

A real classic: Blind Melon/No Rain

All I can say is that my life is pretty plain
I like watchin' the puddles gather rain
And all I can do is just pour some tea for two
and speak my point of view
But it's not sane, It's not sane
I just want someone to say to me, (oh oh oh oh)
I'll always be there when you wake
You know I'd like to keep my cheeks dry today
So stay with me and I'll have it made
_______________________________________________________

Movie Quote: Nothing Hill
Honey: "Oh God, this is one of those key moments in life, when it's possible you can be really, genuinely cool - and I'm failing 100%. I absolutley and totally and utterly adore you and I think you're the most beautiful woman in the world and more importantly I genuinely believe and have believed for some time now that we can be best friends. What do YOU think?"

No Such Thing as The Real World

I''m now a certificated anti-bullying spokesperson. I remember those years of fear, suffering, doubts and insecurities...now I'm on fire, just watch me BURN!
suckers!! (how very immature from me)

Commitment 2.- The first step to getting the things you want out of life is this: Decide what you want/Ben Stein
Gotta start making plans for the future, but real deal plans, not those teenage fame and money ones. Gotta make my mind and decide the path I'll follow in order to achieve the things I want. But the real question here is...What do I want?

I want to be a music producer
I want to direct videos
I want to make movies
I want to organize big events such as: concerts, galas, award ceremonies, parties.
I want to make a record
I want to travel the world
I want to act in a Broadway play
I want to make a Soap Opera
I want an Oscar, a Grammy, an MTV Award and an Emmy
I want to host a huge TV Show
I want a job in which I can be creative and not care about formal wear
I want success


...maybe I just want it all, so I better work on it


Currently Listening to: No Such Thing/ John Mayer

Well I never lived the dreams of the prom kings
And the drama queens
I'd like to think the best of me
Is still hiding up my sleeve

They love to tell you
Stay inside the lines
But something's better
On the other side

Movie Must: Welcome to the Dollhouse/1995

Ralphie: You think you're hot shit, but you're really just cold diarrhea.

K.I.D.S

Commitment 1- Health is not a game. But even when physical health is MAJOR, i decided to take care of my heart. I read somewhere..."We fix our hair everyday, but how often do you fix your heart?". Believe it or not, I do have one, it is dusted, but is there.
There's no need to wait for someone special to dust it out, I'm that special person I'm hoping to meet someday; I need to remind myself who I was, who I am, and then, and only then, I'll find the path I need to follow---

P.S. I went a bit literal with the photo, didn't I?

What I'm Listening to: Tokio Hotel/Monsoone
(when a shitty band makes an outstanding song, it sounds like this one)

I'm staring at a broken door
There's nothing left here anymore
My room is cold, it's making me insane
I've been waitin' here so long
But now moment seems to've come
I see the dark clouds comin' up again
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kfMnM5Y2rw8

Movie Must: Kids a film by Larry Clark
Jennie: What if you can't make yourself happy?
Cabby: Then I don't know. You know what you do then you forget, you block it out... If you want to be happy don't think... if you stutter don't talk.

Make It Really Loud

Feel like eating up the world by bits. Avoiding major fiasco in several aspects of my life, I decided to take action on some major areas...which will posted in my four upcoming entries. I wanna regret regretting 24/7 what I didn't do and I wanna do what it's stopping me from doing what I should do in order not to feel regrets...got it?


Musical (Guilty) Pleasure: Donna Summer/Stamp Your Feet
Rain comes in every player's life
Gotta stay in the game, not on the sidelines
Gotta throw down, you gotta stand and fight
Keep your eye on the prize, don't get caught up in strife
Go, go for the shot boy, make that play just right
Braggin' about your swag won't get you through the night
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k1O6PVLGkEM&feature=related

Movie Must: Elizabethtown (2005)
Drew Baylor: [voiceover] There's a diffrence between a failure and a fiasco. A failure is merely the absence of success. Any fool can achieve failure. But a fiasco, a fiasco is a disaster of epic propotions. A fiasco is a folk tale told to other's to make other people feel more alive because it didn't happen to them.

Ticket to Kansas

so many times I wish I had a ticket to the previous me, to the naive yet coy child with big dreams and tons of hope. I lost so much traveling to Oz, following the bright road. I wish I could go back to simplicity and innocence, but here I am; got cash to buy the ticket but no airline will take my money.

To my traveling partners, thank you for teaching me lessons on what to do by speech and what NOT to do by act. You are family that I was capable of choosing (not that I don't appreciate my very own family). Let's see where the road takes us, together we stand!

Must Listen to: Wild World/Cat Stevens

But if you wanna leave, take good care
I hope you make a lot of nice friends out there
But just remember there's a lot of bad and beware

Oh, baby, baby, it's a wild world
It's hard to get by just upon a smile
Oh, baby, baby, it's a wild worldI'll always remember you like a child
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gLxyrMDzanU

Movie Must: The Wizard of OZ (1939)
Cowardly Lion: I'd be brave as a blizzard...
Tin Woodsman: I'd be gentle as a lizard...
Scarecrow: I'd be clever as a gizzard...
Dorothy: If the Wizard is a wizard who will serve.
Scarecrow: Then I'm sure to get a brain...
Tin Woodsman: A heart...
Dorothy: A home...
Cowardly Lion: The nerve!

Terrific (as in Terrible) Conversation

Va en Español
mi mamá tiene una terrible pronunciación del Idioma Anglo pero tengo una ligera sospecha que lo hace adrede. Hoy mi madre aprovecho nuestra sesión vespertina de cine en el hogar para relucir los contrastes entre la lengua Inglesa y la Española. Todo comenzo con el adjetivo "TERRIFIC", y como diría mi señor padre (a quien dedicaré un post posteriormente) de ahí pa'l real. Después de un debate que a Aristegui encantaría y a Merquer pondría a dormir, queme tres discos para el viaje que planeo hacer esta semana. Uno de ellos se llama Soft Pop: Easy Listening, otro Bon Voyage: English Volume, y el tercero De Viaje: Volumen en Español.
Después de analizarlo un poco, me di cuenta que mi pretensión de dominar dos lenguas y abusar de ello en la cotidiana acción de rotular un disco compacto no es peor que la pretensión de mi madre en serle fiel al nuesta lengua española y aprovechar cada instante para producir el idioma Inglés fonéticamente incorrecto y hacer burdas pero bien fundamentadas críticas, (she's a major bitch, and love her for that).
Las vacaciones (o como yo las llamo después de haber culminado mis estudios universitarios: la sobrexposición al ocio sin opción de protector contra rayos ultravioleta) han sacado a relucir pequeños y valiosos detalles, dignos de ser guionizados para un short film independiente que sea un exito en Sundance, y un fracaso en la taquilla.
Este fue el momento Gilmore entre mi madre y yo el dia de hoy.

Must Listen to: Robyn/ With Every Heartbeat
We could keep trying
but things will never change
So I don't look back
Still I'm dying with every step I take
But I don't look back

And it hurts with every heartbeat
And it hurts with every heartbeat
And it hurts with every heartbeat
It hurts with every heartbeat

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3vfLvZCdT9g

Movie Classic: Tootsie (1982)
Michael Dorsey: I never said I love you...
Sandy: I never said I love you, I don't care about I love you! I read "The Second Sex", I read "The Cinderella Complex", I'm responsible for my own orgasms, I don't care! I just don't like to be lied to!

Keep On Singing My Song

after a long time I realized you were the song I was also looking for...hope it's not too late to sing along! ...thanks D, for reminding me I'm not a robot

Song: Damien Rice/ The Blower's Daughter

http://es.youtube.com/watch?v=8ThuXEDvCZk

And so it is

Just like you said it should be

We'll both forget the breeze

Most...of the time

And so it is

The colder water

The blower's daughter

The pupil in denial

Movie Must Quote: Closer/2004
Dan: I want Anna back.
Larry: She's made her choice.
Dan: I owe you an apology. I fell in love with her. My intention was not to make you suffer. Larry: So where's the apology? Ya cunt.
Dan: I apologize. If you love her you'll let her go so she can be happy.
Larry: She doesn't want to be happy.
Dan: Everybody wants to be happy.
Larry: Depressives don't. They want to be unhappy to confirm they're depressed. If they were happy they couldn't be depressed anymore. They'd have to go out into the world and live. Which can be depressing.

Walk the Walk

the path is wide now, yes... it's getting wider by my walk!

Blondie-Good Boys

Good boys never win

Good boys always follow

Good boys never win

They all fall away and you remain

Fear of flightI’m so afraid of heights

Why are you asking why

I’m walking but my feet are never touching the ground

Movie Quote: Sex and the City/2008

Carrie Bradshaw: What makes you think something bad is gonna happen?

Charlotte York: Because! Nobody gets everything they want! Look at you, look at Miranda. You're good people and you two both got shafted. I'm so happy and... something bad is going to happen.

Carrie Bradshaw: Sweetie, you shit your pants this year. I think you're done.

Summer Solstice

It's here, the time of the year when expecting the unexpected is expecting too much... let's see what this year's emotional rollercoaster will bring to my very own scripted-reality tv series.
You know how much I love Summertime...do you still have some lovin' for me?

What a View

WHAT A VIEW

it felt really goooood seeing you, it felt real, it felt right, and for once, very comfortable...we might as well get along just fine after all! u're now closer to that place where heart is supposedly located, so human that amazes me.

p.s.2.myself/ the blushing factor is back in town, I got a fancy cake for free, just because, I bet u didn't see that coming mr.smarty pants...!

What I'm Listening to: Splender/ I think God Can Explain

It's alright, I'm ok

I think God can explain

I believe I'm the same

I get carried away

It's alright, I'm ok

I think God can explain

I'm relieved, I'm relaxed

I'll get over it, yeah

Movie Quote: Being Julia(2004)

Jimmie Langton: I've lived in the theatre since I was a kid, what I don't know about acting isn't worth knowing. Now, you may be 20 years old and just beginning, but I think you're a genius. You've got magnetism, but no idea how to use it. You have to grab the audience by the throat and say "Now, you buggers, you pay attention to me!" and remember this, when you're on the stage acting, theatre is the only reality, everything else, the world outside, what civilians call the real world, is nothing but fantasy and I bloody well won't let you forget it.

.What a great weekend.

I WANT LOVE

Movie Must: Nothing Hill/1999
Honey: Oh God, this is one of those key moments in life, when it's possible you can be really, genuinely cool - and I'm failing 100%. I absolutely and totally and utterly adore you and I think you're the most beautiful woman in the world and more importantly I genuinely believe and have believed for some time now that we can be best friends. What do YOU think?
I WANT LOVE/Elton John
I want love, but it's impossible
A man like me, so irresponsible
A man like me is dead in places
Other men feel liberated
I can't love, shot full of holes
Don't feel nothing, I just feel cold
Don't feel nothing, just old scars
Toughening up around my heart
But I want love, just a different kind
I want love, won't bring me down
Won't brick me up, won't fence me in
I want a love, that don't mean a thing
That's the love I want, I want love
I want love on my own terms
After everything I've ever learned
Me, I carry too much baggage
Oh man I've seen so much traffic
But I want love, just a different kind
I want love, won't bring me down
Won't brick me up, won't fence me in
I want a love, that don't mean a thing
That's the love I want, I want love
So bring it on, I've been bruised
Don't give me love that's clean and smooth
I'm ready for the rougher stuff
No sweet romance, I've had enough
A man like me is dead in places
Other men feel liberated
But I want love, just a different kind
I want love, won't bring me down
Won't break me up, won't fence me in
I want a love, that don't mean a thing
That's the love I want, I want love
But I want love, just a different kind
I want love, won't bring me down
Won't break me up, won't fence me in
I want a love, that don't mean a thing
That's the love I want, I want love

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W_u6l7EsQMc

Dandelion

whistle whistle, blow blow, here we, here we, go go!!

Must Listen to: LFO feat. Kelis/Dandelion (2001)

she's a dandelion up on a hill above the sea

she's not exactly everything i thought that she might be

she's dandelion she looks like everything i need

i thought she was a flower but i found out she's a weed

Movie Must: Scoop/2006

Sondra Pransky: You are a cynical crapehanger who always see the glass half-empty!

Sid Waterman: No, you're wrong. I see the glass half full, but of poison.

We Can Do Anything!

El mejor remedio para el repentino mood existencias, propio de un domingo por la tarde es recordarte a ti mismo que WE CAN DO ANYTHING!!

+plus...pal, you know u are gifted, make it work!

What I'm Listening to: Chenoa/Todo irá bien

Tengo razones para entenderte.

Tengo maneras de darte suerte.

Tengo mil formas de decir que se que todo ira bien.

Tengo razones para entenderte.

Tengo tan buena suerte.

Tengo historias para comprender quetodo te ira bien, todo ira bien.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-tiRuH56JgE

Movie Must: Little Miss Sunshine/2006

Dwayne: I wish I could just sleep until I was eighteen and skip all this crap-high school and everything-just skip it.

Frank: Do you know who Marcel Proust is?

Dwayne: He's the guy you teach.

Frank: Yeah. French writer. Total loser. Never had a real job. Unrequited love affairs. Gay. Spent 20 years writing a book almost no one reads. But he's also probably the greatest writer since Shakespeare. Anyway, he uh... he gets down to the end of his life, and he looks back and decides that all those years he suffered, Those were the best years of his life, 'cause they made him who he was. All those years he was happy? You know, total waste. Didn't learn a thing. So, if you sleep until you're 18... Ah, think of the suffering you're gonna miss. I mean high school? High school-those are your prime suffering years. You don't get better suffering than that.

...sooner than expected you'll stop expecting!

There's Nothing On

Today's Thought:

...maybe we'll meet at the bar, you'll drive a funky car!

Must Listen to

Boomkat/The Wreckoning

And I’m running from my problems

I got my funny face painted on

And then I think of what you said to me

And then I think of what you did to me

I think of you and probably laugh

And then I think of you and probably laugh

And then I think of you and problably laugh

You’re the one I’m running from

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lsCHgJx39ns

Must See Movie

Storytelling/2001

Mikey Livingston: Why was he on death row?

Consuelo: For rape and murder.

Mikey Livingston: Consuelo, what is rape exactly?

Consuelo: It is when you love someone and they don't love you and you do something about it.

Mikey Livingston: Sometimes I think my parents don't love me.

Consuelo: Well, when you get older you can do something about it.

Rollercoaster Ride

Today's Thought

...and just when you thought you been there and done that, life strikes back at you with an interesting twist, thickening the plot of your so-called life!

Movie Must: Love Actually/2003

Daniel: So what's the problem, Sammy-o? Is it just Mum or is it something else? Maybe... school - are you being bullied? Or is it something worse? Can you give me any clues at all?

Sam: You really want to know?

Daniel: I really want to know.

Sam: Even though you won't be able to do anything to help?

Daniel: Even if that's the case, yeah.

Sam: Okay. Well, the truth is... actually... I'm in love.

Daniel: Sorry?

Sam: I know I should be thinking about Mum all the time, and I am. But the truth is I'm in love and I was before she died, and there's nothing I can do about it.

Daniel: [laughs] Aren't you a bit young to be in love?

Sam: No.

Daniel: Oh, well, okay, right. Well, I mean, I'm a little relieved.

Sam: Why?

Daniel: Well, because I thought it would be something worse.

Sam: [incredulous] Worse than the total agony of being in love?

Daniel: Oh. No, you're right. Yeah, total agony.

Must Listen to This:

Love Song/Sara Bareilles

I'm not gonna write you a love song,

'Cause you asked for it,

'Cause you need one, you see.

I'm not gonna write you a love song,

'Cause you tell me it's,

Make or breaking this.

If you’re on your way,

I'm not gonna write you to stay.

If all you have is leaving,

I’m gonna need a better reason to write you a love song today.

Today.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MR5xv3pt7KI

Be a hero
Be a star
Anything but what you are
Find a girl to possess
Always pay, pursue, protect
Be a master
Be a slave
Work your ass into an early grave

Find a man that can provide

Try and fill the hole inside

With a family and a home

Tell yourself you're not alone

Keep your memories of yourself

In a shoebox on a closet shelf

Movie Must

Across the Universe/2007

Max's Father: Goddammit, Max! Get serious, for once! What are you going to DO with your life?
Max: Why is it always what will I do? "What will he do", "What will he do," "Oh, my god what will he do", Do, do, do, do, do. Why isn't the issue here who I am?
Uncle Teddy: Because, Maxwell, what you do defines who you are.
Max: No, Uncle Teddy. Who you are defines what you do. Right Jude? Jude: [awkward] ... Well, surely it's not what you do, but the, uh... the way that you do it.

Must-Have-Song

Curtis Stiger/To Be Loved

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c0rO-4mih2c

...yo también disfruto de esos pequeños detalles, como meter mis manos en bolsas gigantes de arroz y semillas y pensar en la cantidad de personas que hacen lo mismo que tu en el mismo momento. Sabía que teniamos cosas en común.

Eres mas de lo que muestras...por que no das la cara?

Thanks Chavalita, por todo!

it's Holy week, I'm bored, and I'm blogging!

Movie Must

from: Juno/2007

Leah: Is this for real? Like, for real for real?
Juno MacGuff: Unfortunately, yes.
Leah: Oh my GOD. Oh shit! Phuket, Thailand!
Juno MacGuff: There we go. That was kind of the emotion that I was searching for on the first take.

Song Must

from: Tegan and Sara

Downtown

http://youtube.com/watch?v=e4-9Zete3gs

Today's Thought:

...I might as well be one of those people!